6. My Grandmother died yesterday.
7. I am a kind of mess, being as selfish as I am, I am not even sure if it has more to do with my own health and mental well being, than the death of my grandma.
8. I listened to two boys have sex last night, while I seizured on the floor.
9. I am lonely. Sad and lonely. I wish to be a robot like Tyler, nothing makes him feel anything, I want to be blissfully broken as he is. Instead I'm just kind of broken, I'm stuck on feeling, and constantly running on emotion. I am a feeler, not a thinker.
10. I smoke too much. And I don't even like it anymore, I'm just bored.
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