Sometimes it takes me a moment or two to realize what kind of garbage I've just spewed, or even a day or two to accept that I've acted like a complete ass. In most cases, I do the obligatory apologizing and leave things at that. Occasionally, I make an exception, and am ornery and entirely unpleasant for no reason, knowing full well what I'm doing is wrong, and I do it anyway because I can. I thought that phase had ended in highschool, thought I had matured. I have not. I have been a complete bitch bag to everyone around me lately, I dont know why, but I'm not stopping.
I want a cigarette, but dont want to stand in the rain. Im always fighting with something, but it's usually just myself.
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